Went and spent time with Chris on Memorial Day, it was nice I spent hours talking with him, played him some of his favorite bands new music they released for him, even bought him a pack of Pokemon cards, his fave thing. We had fun and everything was nice till a storm rolled over and I had to leave cause of lightning. Got drenched in rain but had fun :)
miss you bro
I'm so sorry for your loss... Stay strong <3
I will thankyou so much for all of your support
I am the funeral is tomorrow
This was the last picture I ever got of him… Took it on Friday morning when he came home… Hours before the accedent
My brother died Wednesday around 1:30pm, but because of the life support machines we didn’t know untill 10pm. We were goin to pull the plug at midnight but he didn’t make it that long, I never got to the hospital in time I never got to say goodbye.
But we partied hard lastnight and for the first time in my life… I couldn’t cry
I wasn’t sad, I was happy
He was there I felt him there.. I could almost hear him telling me to play his favorite music and we had drinks like he wanted to do with is after he came back from Korea
Wednesday was not his death day, it was his birthday to a new life. He’s still here with us he was having fun with us like he wanted to do to begin with so… We partied hard for him like when we were younger.. Like the good old days
I can’t cry anymore if I do I’d be upsetting him… I feel him over your shoulder all the time so I don’t wanna upset him by acting weak… He would want me to smile and laugh while having fun with my big brother
I love you Chris… I’ll think of you every day…
There is no hope…there is no god…
They said he was doing better… There was improvement so I started to “pray” I cried myself to sleep since Friday. And for what?
To get woken up to a call saying your brother is dead… There’s nothing more the doctors can do… I’m goin to the hospital to see him one last time before signing papers.
Thankyou all for your support… I can’t thank you guys more you kept me strong.
I was really hoping to show him my art when he woke up… I drew a pic of him last night… Some how I guess that this would happen but ignored it hoping to be optimistic. I’ll be gone for a while… Thankyou guys I love you, my followers